Video games

Matt and I bought this new videogame. It is Sega Allstars Racing. I LOVE racing games. But Matt always wins because he is a super guy that always wins stinkin' videogames. I am competitive. I like to win. Therefore, yesterday, while Matt was at work, I practiced. I played the videogame by myself. Don't boys usually do that? NO!! I remember when I was little I used to play Crash Bandicoot on the playstation alllllllllllllll the time. I miss that game. A lot. I loved it. And I was awesome at it. I could totally school Matt in that game anyday.

My days have been filled with nothing but work. In fact I am at work right now! Bleh. Luckily, Matt and I are going on a date tonight to watch HumorU, a stand up comedy here at BYU. They are pretty funny and I am pretty excited. I love having a husband.

On another note. I feel like I thought before Matt and I got married that once we did get married we would want to be with each other every moment of every day. Is that what it was like for everyone else? Because I don't think that's how it has been for us. DO NOT get me wrong. I absolutely love the time I spend with Matt. He is the most wonderful blessing. But there are times when I am like okay, I can go to work and be away from you and be fine and I feel like when we dated haha I ALWAYS had to hear from him, I was constantly texting him, I wanted to know what he was doing at all times. Part of me still wants to know what he is doing, but I feel like I have become more relaxed in that area because I know he will always be there for me to talk to when I come home from work or whatever. Or with Matt, sometimes we will be in the apartment together and he will just be reading and I will still have that mindset of we are supposed to want to do things together all the time so whyyy is he reading? But then I think..that is so stupid. I am not that entertaining and there are other things that Matt wants to do and liked to do on his own before I came along..and I like reading to! I don't know if this really makes sense or anything, just my thoughts as of lately. I love Matt.